I don't know. I think I am just done with dating and trying to date anyone, but I don't think I've really ever tried to date someone. Relationships always come to me, because I am too scared to pursue something that might possibly hurt my feelings. Human instinct o self-preservation, I guess. There is no point in liking someone unless they like you first, you are just setting yourself up for heartbreak. I am going to move away and get a fresh start and forget about everything that happened here in California.